I want a love that you can feel instantly. One that you can just look at them and know that they’re the one for you.
But then I look at the boys at my school and think, “probably not.”
I was standing in line at dairy queen and I saw an elderly lady crying because she didn’t have enough money to pay for her small blizzard, so I bought her a large and helped her out to her car, and she cried and said ” I hope god made someone just for you out in the world so that they can treat you as special as you are” and I am sobbing right now.
there is a huge difference between genuinely liking someone and liking the attention they give you and it took me a long ass time to realize that
i am so jealous of all the people who are comfortable with who they are physically and mentally